No one would really understand like the one who really would.

I love shows like Once Upon a Time, The Adventures of Merlin, and The Legend of the Seeker because of the worlds of fantasy and beautiful imagery, lots of swordplay, and sexy attire!

I love the idea of chivalry, honor, and brotherhood. I love the imagery that is the raw earth. I love the magic and sorcery. I love the swordplay! I love the adventures. I love the mystical creatures. I would love to own a dragon!

No one understands it as much. More than that, anything I have a real interest in, no one understands as much.

I don’t really care right now because I am in a state of just existing again. I know, it is wrong and a bad way to ‘cope’ with life, but I just want to coast for a little while. I need to heal the only way I reasonably can at the moment. I search myself more and more, and I will eventually come around; I know myself well enough to know that I will get back in my right head again soon enough, but that I just need a break. My heart needs a break. I don’t have anyone to lean on, but I don’t want to have to lean on anyone. I don’t technically need anyone to lean on right now, but lack of emotional support is sometimes tumultuous enough for me. Other times, it’s just that I can’t talk to any one person the same as I can to one person. I care, but I don’t, but it’s like I have to get shit out. I have to release my thoughts or ideas or whatevers at once sometimes. Else they fester in my head; and I don’t care for that.

I’m a little bored though.